Tuesday, January 25, 2011

reason for love?


if it because her beatiful eyes or her great body, its not love..

its LUST~

if it because her intelligent or insight about life, its not love..

its ADMIRATION~

if its because she make you forget to study and sleep, its not love..

its INFATUATION~

love is when you do not know why you seem to attracted to a person.

~because love has no reason~

Imperfection

All my life I had been looking for something,
And everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was.
I accepted their answers too,
Though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory.
I was naïve.

I was looking for myself
And asking everyone except myself all those questions
Which I, and only I, could answer
I know that I'm not perfect
I know sometimes words can't express our emotion, our feeling

There’s nothing you or anyone else can do,
To make me stop thinking what I want to do,
You have no idea what your putting me through,
I just wish you still can accept me, myself,
Not as anyone else.

He said,
Little imperfection that make them perfect
Make me realize that people never satisfied with what they have and what they see
Say to yourself thatI’m not perfect
And I proud with my imperfection, its make me different from others

Thursday, January 13, 2011

student life... again...

masuk hari ni, dah hari ke empat aku sbgai seorg pelajar semula..
a lil bit strange feeling because everything are new for me..
but it doesn't matter because the first few hours aku masuk kolej kediaman,
aku telah mendapat gegetan chenta drpd binatang yg jeles dgn kaki aku..
byk pulak tue.. :(
yg lg best, coverage maxis kt tmpat ni sgt la teruk.. nasib la aku dok kt tingkat 7..
cepat la pasang pencawang maxis kt cni.. nk anta report kt mama pn susah..

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

bibir yang terkunci

bait- bait kata indah mampu mengubat jiwa yang gundah..
tatkala ianya semakin parah ,walau kita hanya mampu berserah..
sejauh mana mengejar sempurna, berlapang dada dan redha..
sebagaimana ada yang menerimanya sekian lama..
jangan bangkit amarah sebelum melihat ke dalam jiwa atau menggunakan emosi yang berkuasa..
sejujurnya membisu itu melawan segalanya..

Sunday, January 2, 2011

*.*

malam tolong jangan bisu...

tolong aku sampaikan sesuatu...

atau sampaikan saja kepada sang bayu..

bisikkan dalam ungkapan yang paling syahdu..

tentang doa dan restu..


ilmu tolong datang kepadaku..

supaya aku tidak terus sesat dan keliru..

ajari aku untuk terus maju..

walau titian yg aku lalui itu halus dan berliku..


berdepan dengan banyak hal menjadikan kita tabah..

walau adakala kita hampir rebah..

namun bila tangan ditadah..

memohon dengan hati yang rendah..

dihujung hari pasti menemui indah...

InsyaAllah..

Friday, December 31, 2010

....

Jika penawar itu hanya mawar, ia takkan bertukar..
jika penawar itu lelaki kelawar, juga takkan bertukar..
jika penawar itu sekelumit waktu utk berlegar, ia bukan saja jd penawar malah ia menjadi pemanis apa sahaja yang tawar..

Happy New Year!



Jadilah hujan di hujung Disember ini, mencurahlah dan membasahi, jelmakan kesuburan suci..
untuk memulakan hari pada tahun baru yg bakal memunculkn diri, membawakan rahmat dan rezeki..
bersamamu selepas lebih 360 hari,tangis dan tawa bak menjadi ingatan di sanubari..
terima kasih 2010 tanpa tagih simpati, tanpa ungkap puji..
atau bahasa jiwa dibeli..
moga tahun baru yang akan menjelma menjadi landasan dan jalan yang tidak berliku untuk menggapai impian diri..

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

L-O-V-E

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

why?

please don't ask me why i love you....



because i don't have the answer..




please don't ask me why i falled in love with you..




because i don't have the answer..




please don't ask me why you are special to me..




because i don't have the answer..




the reason why i didn't have the answer, because love have no reason..

Sunday, December 26, 2010

I can't tell you that i love you



I really love you.. I want to tell you because i truly do..
But how can i? you always tell me how much you loves her everytime i talking to you..
Im thinking of you every day and night, every moment that i spend with you is the moment that i never forget...

If i told that i love you, how would you react?

Would you tell me you're sorry and you love someone else?

So why should i tell you? just to make our friendship seems awkward?

I rather choose to close my mouth and walkaway like nothing happen way better than to say i love you, yet inside my heart is breaking..

Everytime you mention about her, my heart cried out to know who she is, why you love her so much and why she is so special to you...

I wish i was able to tell you that i really love you and hope for the best... but i can't.. Not when i know how much you love her and i know what you would say to me.. Maybe i should leave you and let you love her but it is so hard to me.. not when i love you as much as you love her..




Thursday, November 11, 2010

after 3 month....

mak aih.. bersawang!

Gua busy seh...

3 month working at 'the hell' akhirnye gua dpt gak cuti panjang. Starting from today until sunday..
So gua menggunakan cuti ni sebaik mungkin. Dengan berbekalkan 1.5 juta rupiah, gua dengan kakak gua akan bershopping kat Jakarta and Bandung.
yeeeeehhaa!!!!!

Sunday, August 15, 2010

what a girl want to hear..

girl: thanks for the fun day

boy: no problem

girl: can i ask you a few questions?

boy: sure

girl: and..

girl: be honest..

girl: have i ever crossed your mind?

boy: no

girl: do you like me?

boy: no

girl: do you want me?

boy: no

girl: would you cry if i left?

boy: no

girl: would you live for me?

boy: no

girl: would you do anything for me?

boy: no

girl: choose me or your life

boy: my life



the girl ran away with a shock depression.

the boy ran after her and told her...



boy: the reason you never crossed in my mind because YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY MIND..

the reason why i dont like you is because I LOVE YOU..

the reason why i dont want you because I NEED YOU..

the reason why i wouldnt cry if you left is because I WILL DIE..

the reason i wouldnt live for you because I WOULD DIE FOR YOU..

the reason im not wiling to do anything for you is because I WOULD DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU..
the reason why i choose my life is because YOU ARE MY LIFE..

Sunday, August 8, 2010

hargailah apa yang kita ada...

pada suatu hari di dalam kelas, seorang murid bertanya kepada gurunya yang ketika itu sedang mengajar mengenai kasih sayang.

pelajar: cikgu, macam mana kita nak pilih seseorang yang terbaik sebagai orang yang kita sayang? macam mana kasih sayang itu juga nak berkekalan?

cikgu:ok. kamu ikut apa yang cikgu suruh. kamu pergi ke padang. kamu berjalan sambil memandang rumput di depan kamu. kamu pilih yang PALING cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang walau sekali. dah petik rumput yang paling cantik, bawa ke kelas.

apabila pelajar tersebut pulang ke kelas, tiada satu rumput pun yang ditangannya. cikgu bertanya, kenapa tiada rumput pn yang dipilih?

pelajar: tadi masa saya berjalan memanglah ada rumput yang cantik tapi cikgu berpesan supaya petik lah rumput yang PALING cantik, maka saya teruslah berjalan ke depan sambil mencari rumput yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lg. tapi sampai di penghujung pn saya tak jumpa yang paling cantik. mungkin ada diantara di belakang tadi ada yang paling cantik tapi cikgu dah cakap jangan menoleh ke belakang semula jadi tiadalah rumput yang saya boleh petik.

cikgu: itulah jawapannya. maknanya apabila kita berjumpa orang yang kita sayang, jangan lah kita mencari yang lebih baik dari itu. kita patut hargai orang yang di depan kita sebaik baiknya. jangan lah kita menoleh ke belakang lagi kerana apa yang dah berlaku tetap telah berlaku. semoga tidak berulang lagi. dan ingatlah orang yang kita sayang itu yang paling cantik dan paling baik walaupun nak di ikutkan banyak lagi yg baik dan cantik sepeti rumput tadi..

Saturday, July 31, 2010

dont know

why should i love him eventhough i know he will make me suffer?
why should i wait for his love evnthough i know he just pretending to love me?

stupid!stupid!stupid! moron!

love is blind and make us blind..

Monday, July 26, 2010

bibir terkunci, hati terhenti

biar lah apa org nk kata
walau hati ini amat terasa
namun jauh sekali merasa diri ini binasa
meski tak tahu punca
barangkali dapat merasa
mungkin juga tersalah teka atau ada yang tercuit rasa
apa yang seharusnya telah dibuat utk kembali ke sedia kala
namun segala tertutup termasuk bicara
andaian kan bermaharaja lela
dan waktu menguji segala..