I can't tell you that i love you

I really love you.. I want to tell you because i truly do..
But how can i? you always tell me how much you loves her everytime i talking to you..
Im thinking of you every day and night, every moment that i spend with you is the moment that i never forget...

If i told that i love you, how would you react?

Would you tell me you're sorry and you love someone else?

So why should i tell you? just to make our friendship seems awkward?

I rather choose to close my mouth and walkaway like nothing happen way better than to say i love you, yet inside my heart is breaking..

Everytime you mention about her, my heart cried out to know who she is, why you love her so much and why she is so special to you...

I wish i was able to tell you that i really love you and hope for the best... but i can't.. Not when i know how much you love her and i know what you would say to me.. Maybe i should leave you and let you love her but it is so hard to me.. not when i love you as much as you love her..