now.present.

gambar2 yg sempat di snap ketika sesi pengambaran kelas beberapa minggu lepas. saya sangat sibuk.

which one are you?

Put 3 pots of the water on the fire..

first pot, put some carrot..

second pot, put the egg

third pot, put the coffe bean that have been grounded..

Boil all 3 pots for 15 minutes..

take out what you put in..

CARROT

they went in hard but now they are soft.

EGG

they went in soft inside but now they are hard inside

COFFEE BEAN

the grounded coffe bean has been disappeared but the water has the colour and have a wonderful smell of coffee.

NOW THINK ABOUT THE POT.

the boiling water is like the problem in life..

We can be the carrot. we go in tough and strong but come out soft and weak.

we get very tired, lose hope and give up..

We can be like the egg. we start with a soft and sensitive heart but end very hard and unfeeling inside.

we hate others, we don't like ourselves and we only have bitterness inside. no warm feeling..

we can be like grounded coffee bean. the water does not change the coffee powder but the coffee powder change the water.

the water hase become different because of coffee powder.

the HOTTER the water, the BETTER the taste..

So, what we like when things does not goes well?

p/s: again, tq wan aziz.

langit tak selalunya cerah..

dan apabila apa yang kita harapkan itu tidak menjadi kenyataan..

dan apabila segala usaha kita seolah olah tidak berbaloi..

dan apabila harapan yang menggunung musnah menjadi kekecewaan..

sabar.. sabar..sabar..

mungkin ini adalah ujian..

mungkin adalah cubaan..

dan mungkin juga ini sebagai satu petanda bahawa kita tak mudah untuk mendapatkan apa yang kita mahu..

moga kekuatan terus berada dalam diriku untuk menempuh segala galanya...

how to make your life 100%

A small truth to make our Life 100% successful..........
If A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z Is equal to
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26

Then H+A+R+D+W+O+R+K = 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%
K+N+O+W+L+E+D+G+E = 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%
L+O+V+E=12+15+22+5=54%
L+U+C+K = 12+21+3+11 = 47%
(None of them makes 100%) ....Then what makes 100% Is it Money? ..... No!!!!! Leadership? ...... NO!!!!
Every problem has a solution, only if we perhaps change our "ATTITUDE".
It is OUR ATTITUDE towards Life and Work that makes OUR Life 100% Successful..
A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E = 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100 %

p/s: tq wan aziz :)

adakah ini cinta?

profil:
si gadis:- berasal dari keluarga yang agak senang dan mementingkan pendidikan serta kerjaya.
sang jejaka:- mempunyai paras rupa yang kacak, mempunyai diploma

seorang gadis, pada ketika itu berumur 16 tahun jatuh cinta kepada seorang akauntan yang juga bekerja di sebuah pejabat di bandar. dan apabila cinta si gadis itu mendapat respons yang baik, dia sangat gembira bagaikan dunia ini dia yang punya.

hari berganti hari, bulan berganti bulan. si gadis masih lagi setia di sisi sang jejaka walaupun dia telahpun menyambung pelajaran di sebuah institusi di pinggir bandar.
sang jejaka pula sibuk dengan futsal, gym dan perempuan. perempuan, perempuan dan perempuan.

si gadis, mengetahui tingkah laku sang jejaka kesayangannya tetapi tidak pernah peduli tentang itu. padanya, asalkan sang jejaka tetap mencintainya, itu sudah mencukupi. setiap malam si gadis akan menghubungi sang jejaka. dia akan bercerita tentang apa sahaja yang dilaluinya walaupun sang jejaka buat tidak endah.

tahun berganti tahun, sang jejaka telah mula berani meminta wang daripada si gadis. bermula dengan jumlah yang kecil sehinggalah wang pendahuluan kereta. gaji sebagai akauntan mungkin x mencukupi bagi dia untuk menyara hidupnya yang serba mewah. si gadis ini mungkin sangat menyayanginya sehingga sanggup memberi apa sahaja yang diminta.

tahun ini masuk tahun ke 5 mereka bersama. si gadis telahpun tamat pengajian dan bekerja di dalam bidang professional sedangkan sang jejaka ini masih di takuk yang sama dan masih lagi melakukan perkara yang sama. si gadis masih lagi mencintai sang jejaka, cinta pertama beliau.

reason for love?

if it because her beatiful eyes or her great body, its not love..

its LUST~

if it because her intelligent or insight about life, its not love..

its ADMIRATION~

if its because she make you forget to study and sleep, its not love..

its INFATUATION~

love is when you do not know why you seem to attracted to a person.

~because love has no reason~

Imperfection

All my life I had been looking for something,
And everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was.
I accepted their answers too,
Though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory.
I was naïve.

I was looking for myself
And asking everyone except myself all those questions
Which I, and only I, could answer
I know that I'm not perfect
I know sometimes words can't express our emotion, our feeling

There’s nothing you or anyone else can do,
To make me stop thinking what I want to do,
You have no idea what your putting me through,
I just wish you still can accept me, myself,
Not as anyone else.

He said,
Little imperfection that make them perfect
Make me realize that people never satisfied with what they have and what they see
Say to yourself thatI’m not perfect
And I proud with my imperfection, its make me different from others

student life... again...

masuk hari ni, dah hari ke empat aku sbgai seorg pelajar semula..
a lil bit strange feeling because everything are new for me..
but it doesn't matter because the first few hours aku masuk kolej kediaman,
aku telah mendapat gegetan chenta drpd binatang yg jeles dgn kaki aku..
byk pulak tue.. :(
yg lg best, coverage maxis kt tmpat ni sgt la teruk.. nasib la aku dok kt tingkat 7..
cepat la pasang pencawang maxis kt cni.. nk anta report kt mama pn susah..

bibir yang terkunci

bait- bait kata indah mampu mengubat jiwa yang gundah..
tatkala ianya semakin parah ,walau kita hanya mampu berserah..
sejauh mana mengejar sempurna, berlapang dada dan redha..
sebagaimana ada yang menerimanya sekian lama..
jangan bangkit amarah sebelum melihat ke dalam jiwa atau menggunakan emosi yang berkuasa..
sejujurnya membisu itu melawan segalanya..

*.*

malam tolong jangan bisu...

tolong aku sampaikan sesuatu...

atau sampaikan saja kepada sang bayu..

bisikkan dalam ungkapan yang paling syahdu..

tentang doa dan restu..

ilmu tolong datang kepadaku..

supaya aku tidak terus sesat dan keliru..

ajari aku untuk terus maju..

walau titian yg aku lalui itu halus dan berliku..

berdepan dengan banyak hal menjadikan kita tabah..

walau adakala kita hampir rebah..

namun bila tangan ditadah..

memohon dengan hati yang rendah..

dihujung hari pasti menemui indah...

InsyaAllah..

....

Jika penawar itu hanya mawar, ia takkan bertukar..
jika penawar itu lelaki kelawar, juga takkan bertukar..
jika penawar itu sekelumit waktu utk berlegar, ia bukan saja jd penawar malah ia menjadi pemanis apa sahaja yang tawar..

Happy New Year!

Jadilah hujan di hujung Disember ini, mencurahlah dan membasahi, jelmakan kesuburan suci..

untuk memulakan hari pada tahun baru yg bakal memunculkn diri, membawakan rahmat dan rezeki..

bersamamu selepas lebih 360 hari,tangis dan tawa bak menjadi ingatan di sanubari..

terima kasih 2010 tanpa tagih simpati, tanpa ungkap puji..

atau bahasa jiwa dibeli..

moga tahun baru yang akan menjelma menjadi landasan dan jalan yang tidak berliku untuk menggapai impian diri..

L-O-V-E

why?

please don't ask me why i love you....

because i don't have the answer..

please don't ask me why i falled in love with you..

because i don't have the answer..

please don't ask me why you are special to me..

because i don't have the answer..

the reason why i didn't have the answer, because love have no reason..

I can't tell you that i love you

I really love you.. I want to tell you because i truly do..
But how can i? you always tell me how much you loves her everytime i talking to you..
Im thinking of you every day and night, every moment that i spend with you is the moment that i never forget...

If i told that i love you, how would you react?

Would you tell me you're sorry and you love someone else?

So why should i tell you? just to make our friendship seems awkward?

I rather choose to close my mouth and walkaway like nothing happen way better than to say i love you, yet inside my heart is breaking..

Everytime you mention about her, my heart cried out to know who she is, why you love her so much and why she is so special to you...

I wish i was able to tell you that i really love you and hope for the best... but i can't.. Not when i know how much you love her and i know what you would say to me.. Maybe i should leave you and let you love her but it is so hard to me.. not when i love you as much as you love her..