why?

please don't ask me why i love you....

because i don't have the answer..

please don't ask me why i falled in love with you..

because i don't have the answer..

please don't ask me why you are special to me..

because i don't have the answer..

the reason why i didn't have the answer, because love have no reason..

I can't tell you that i love you

I really love you.. I want to tell you because i truly do..
But how can i? you always tell me how much you loves her everytime i talking to you..
Im thinking of you every day and night, every moment that i spend with you is the moment that i never forget...

If i told that i love you, how would you react?

Would you tell me you're sorry and you love someone else?

So why should i tell you? just to make our friendship seems awkward?

I rather choose to close my mouth and walkaway like nothing happen way better than to say i love you, yet inside my heart is breaking..

Everytime you mention about her, my heart cried out to know who she is, why you love her so much and why she is so special to you...

I wish i was able to tell you that i really love you and hope for the best... but i can't.. Not when i know how much you love her and i know what you would say to me.. Maybe i should leave you and let you love her but it is so hard to me.. not when i love you as much as you love her..

after 3 month....

mak aih.. bersawang!

Gua busy seh...
3 month working at 'the hell' akhirnye gua dpt gak cuti panjang. Starting from today until sunday..
So gua menggunakan cuti ni sebaik mungkin. Dengan berbekalkan 1.5 juta rupiah, gua dengan kakak gua akan bershopping kat Jakarta and Bandung.
yeeeeehhaa!!!!!

what a girl want to hear..

girl: thanks for the fun day

boy: no problem

girl: can i ask you a few questions?

boy: sure

girl: and..

girl: be honest..

girl: have i ever crossed your mind?

boy: no

girl: do you like me?

boy: no

girl: do you want me?

boy: no

girl: would you cry if i left?

boy: no

girl: would you live for me?

boy: no

girl: would you do anything for me?

boy: no

girl: choose me or your life

boy: my life



the girl ran away with a shock depression.

the boy ran after her and told her...



boy: the reason you never crossed in my mind because YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY MIND..

the reason why i dont like you is because I LOVE YOU..

the reason why i dont want you because I NEED YOU..

the reason why i wouldnt cry if you left is because I WILL DIE..

the reason i wouldnt live for you because I WOULD DIE FOR YOU..

the reason im not wiling to do anything for you is because I WOULD DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU..
the reason why i choose my life is because YOU ARE MY LIFE..

hargailah apa yang kita ada...

pada suatu hari di dalam kelas, seorang murid bertanya kepada gurunya yang ketika itu sedang mengajar mengenai kasih sayang.

pelajar: cikgu, macam mana kita nak pilih seseorang yang terbaik sebagai orang yang kita sayang? macam mana kasih sayang itu juga nak berkekalan?

cikgu:ok. kamu ikut apa yang cikgu suruh. kamu pergi ke padang. kamu berjalan sambil memandang rumput di depan kamu. kamu pilih yang PALING cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang walau sekali. dah petik rumput yang paling cantik, bawa ke kelas.

apabila pelajar tersebut pulang ke kelas, tiada satu rumput pun yang ditangannya. cikgu bertanya, kenapa tiada rumput pn yang dipilih?

pelajar: tadi masa saya berjalan memanglah ada rumput yang cantik tapi cikgu berpesan supaya petik lah rumput yang PALING cantik, maka saya teruslah berjalan ke depan sambil mencari rumput yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lg. tapi sampai di penghujung pn saya tak jumpa yang paling cantik. mungkin ada diantara di belakang tadi ada yang paling cantik tapi cikgu dah cakap jangan menoleh ke belakang semula jadi tiadalah rumput yang saya boleh petik.

cikgu: itulah jawapannya. maknanya apabila kita berjumpa orang yang kita sayang, jangan lah kita mencari yang lebih baik dari itu. kita patut hargai orang yang di depan kita sebaik baiknya. jangan lah kita menoleh ke belakang lagi kerana apa yang dah berlaku tetap telah berlaku. semoga tidak berulang lagi. dan ingatlah orang yang kita sayang itu yang paling cantik dan paling baik walaupun nak di ikutkan banyak lagi yg baik dan cantik sepeti rumput tadi..

dont know

why should i love him eventhough i know he will make me suffer?
why should i wait for his love evnthough i know he just pretending to love me?

stupid!stupid!stupid! moron!

love is blind and make us blind..

bibir terkunci, hati terhenti

biar lah apa org nk kata
walau hati ini amat terasa
namun jauh sekali merasa diri ini binasa
meski tak tahu punca
barangkali dapat merasa
mungkin juga tersalah teka atau ada yang tercuit rasa
apa yang seharusnya telah dibuat utk kembali ke sedia kala
namun segala tertutup termasuk bicara
andaian kan bermaharaja lela
dan waktu menguji segala..

alpa

Saat kita dalam perjalanan..

terkadang terkeluar dari landasan,

tersalah perkiraan,

tersilap haluan,

tersasar dari arah tujuan,

setiap inci yang hilang akibat kelalaian itu selalunya dimulakan dengan kata kemaafan, memilih yang putih dan membersihkan yang berdebu..

tidak salah memilih yang hitam, kerna yang hitam itu memberi panduan dan meninggalkan kesan..

the time has come..

ni la mase yang aku tunggu2kn...
setelah 3 tahun memerah keringat untuk menjadi yang terbaik di dalam kelas..
setelah 3 tahun juga aku berhadapan dengan ragam2 manusia bagai rusa masuk kampung..
setelah 3 tahun aku menahan umpat keji manusia yang mahu menjatuhkan aku..
minggu depan adalah hari2 terakhir aku sebagai pelajar diploma..
ya..
banyak lagi halangan yang aku akan tempuhi akan datang..
jalan yang lebih berliku..
aku mahu mencapai impianku..
sambung degree, kerja n buat part time master, nk bli kereta sendiri, nk bli rumah..
nk bwk mama n abah g umrah n insyaAllah klau murah rezeki, nk pergi haji pulak..
aku nk wat sume ni sebelum aku umur 27 tahun...
yeah!!!
dats my mission....

if

one day you feel like crying...
Call me.
I don't promise that
I will make you laugh,
But I can cry with you.

If one day you want to run away...
Don't be afraid to call me.
I don't promise to ask you to stop
But I can run with you.

If one day you don't want to
listen to anyone...
Call me.
I promise to be there for you.
And I promise to be very quiet.

But if one day you call...
And there is no answer
Come fast to see me.
Maybe I need you.

If I ever ignored you, I'm Sorry...
If I ever made you feel bad
Or put you down,
I'm Sorry.

If I ever thought I was bigger
Or better than you.
I Luv You...

Don't ever forget that!
Through bad times and good,
I'll always be here for you.

I am Sorry...
For everything wrong I've ever done.
I'm writing this because what if tomorrow
Never comes?

What if inever get to say good-bye
Or give you a big hug?
What if i never get to say I'm sorry
Or I love you?

Because what if tomorrow never comes?"

*dipetik dari blog seseorg*

the greatest love

to love someone is nothing..

to be love by someone is something..

to be love by someone you love is exiting

but to be love by Allah SWT is everything...

meredah gerimis di tengah malam..

kamu begitu berharga buat diriku..

susah, senang

suka, duka

kita kongsi bersama..

kamu yang terbaik untukku,

biarpun kamu bukanlah yang teristimewa..

kamu yang terindah buatku,

kerna kamu mampu membuatku tersenyum girang..

setiap waktu yang kita lalui bersama,

tidak akan aku lupakan..

setiap memori yang mencengkam dada,

tidak sekali kali aku tinggalkan..

andai kata suatu hari nanti aku pergi meninggalkan kamu,

ingatlah,

kamu adalah insan yang sentiasa dihatiku...

~moga persahabatan kita kekal selamanya~

suffian [^_^]kyrin

~you~

when i look into your eyes..

i can feel the blood rushing through the vein..

when i touch your hand..

i can feel an electric shock all over my body..

when i kiss your cheek..

i can feel....

unbelievable !

i never do that...

i still can remember clearly that sweet moment...

short but sweet moment...

i miss that time..

i miss the eyes..

i miss the hand..

i miss the kiss...

and i really miss you...

being fooled..

not everything in this world can be a joke or a humor..

person's dignity maybe one of the thing that can't be something to laugh..

why suddenly this topic? because of april fool.

i can laugh for a stupid, bad or naughty joke but i really take serious about my dignity..

i am muslim and i'm not married yet.. i just don't want people 'judge' me just because of that joke.

and for THAT person, 

i just want you to know that im not celebrating april fool and i still can't accept when you fooled me.

thank you very much for humiliate me. you just show me your true colours. fall in love with you is the biggest mistake that i made in my college life.

pendam.perasaan.

ya..

aku menyembunyikan perasaan aku ..

aku tidak mahu merosakkan persahabatan kita yang baru terjalin ini..

kejam kah aku pada diri sendiri?

perlukah dia tahu hati dan perasaan aku?

ya aku sayangkan dia..

perlukah aku melakukan sesuatu untuk mendapatkan dia?

atau hanya mendiamkan diri?

aku hanya mahu melihat dia gembira..

aku hanya mahu dia bahagia..

ya dia kejam..

dia memberikan harapan palsu kepada aku..

dia masih lagi mencintai insan lain..

mengapa dia melakukan sebegini?

adakah aku yang bersalah?